2:17 p.m. - 2007-05-22
Family again!
Several months ago I wrote here about family. I had an aunt that had passed away and no one told me. I had gotten very angry about it and let my sisters know I was angry. It all came back to me as I figured it would. So I just let it all drop. Then one of my sisters had a great deal of trauma in her life and I dropped everything and went to her. I never mentioned the problems again. I really thought that they finally understood how I felt. Today, I open an email from one of my aunts and she says my uncle is in the hosp. I write back (now this is her brother) to find out how he is. Well, he died. She said to me "I would of thought Joyce or Judy would have called you to tell you." This had to be painful to her to have to tell the story all over again. I was so angry I had to yell. I haven't done that in many years. I forgave my sisters the first time but I don't know if I can do it again. I know that is not the right thing and maybe things will be better once I calm down. Right now all I can think of, is that I will never go and visit So. Ca. again. This is the third death in our family that either no one notified me or I was not included in how things should of been done. That was what happened when my dad died. There is this big part of me that says never to have any more to do with them. Then this voice says to me that they are my family. I really don't know what to do or how to feel. Any ideas, anyone? I would love to hear form you all.
Until next time, please clix me.
geminis2
